So today was fun Kailey had a little pep rally for the cheerleaders (older girls) going onto nationals. Kyle had a great day in school. All in all it was a good day :) I went to UPS in Shrewsbury to drop off cable boxes and after standing in line for a 1/2 hour the guys says where sorry but you have to go to a UPS store.... So I smiled and went on my way to Park Ave. and it took 20mins. for that to be done but they were very nice so it wasn't a so bad wait.Cleaned the house tonight so did get some stuff accomplished. Life feels good right now....

So I was thinking of how to make my babes more intrested in school. They have so many expectations now but it doesn't excuse the way they act.... They need a little tough love. Life always takes an unexpected turn. one does well the other doesn't they do tag team. I did have and urge to spread I love you's to every one yesterday. I will get myself through this. I think I will need to find an art class for Kyle and something really social for Kailey. Parent teach confrences hmmm what to do what to do.

The little things...

So during the trip I was able to reflect on myself a lot. I was also able to build a great connection with my brother in- law Mark. Its the little things and acts that make me happy even if there are consequences the end result is a lessoned learned and to me that is to be great full for. When I arrived home it was the best feeling in the world to see Kyle and Kailey bolt off the bus just to see there mama. So I took some random picture on the way and all it was, was sky and corn fields. It gave me a warm feeling though and it also gave me an urge to want to just run into the field and take a breath and release every once of negative thought or feelings. I still let it out but just only looking at the picture. It was like a swing in the rain. Life is loved right now......

First day in St. Louis

So arrived with a happy heart and really greatfull to get a good night sleep on Janel and Adam's couch it was super confy and I slept well. love life.